grr!

Phol is pissing me off again! He got angry cuz I didn't wanna go to the gym, I was enjoying my time with my family! We don't get to do much together cuz Phol always wants to go do something or doesn't have time or whatever! But today we had time! Why can't I find a boyfriend who enjoys being with my family as much as me? I can't be with a guy who doesn't fit in with my family! or friends for that matter! Then he comes over and expects to be babied! make him food, let him cuddle on me! NO! I need a MAN!! I don't know how much I can take! What's terrible is now that he's moved out we make up less and fight just about the same! and he always ruins my really good mood when I'm with my family! Seriously, ALWAYS! I'm tired of missing out because of him! I feel like he's always testing me and pushing me to see just how much I will give up for him and do for him! AGH! I'm just not going to talk to him tomorrow, I'm pissed off now! and I was all ready to go to bed and now I'm not and I have to be up in less than 8 hours...sometimes, I really hate him :(